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Date:     2023-08-24
Title:    "What do you mean by" #0011 Part 1
Speaker:  
Church:   What Do You Mean By
Type:     Church Service
Duration: 1h 3m
Language: English
URL:      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O0GnG4mNg_g
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guys how come it alive I'll give everybody a minute to join here it's the fun part when it's just me right just me and live Olivia Ruth and two others hello welcome to the live Rachel elizabethkins you're welcome to the line how's it going Anaya Morris actually and I I was just watching your uh video uh the last video on your post about Camp uh the different angle of me hitting that shot still hyped man I gotta watch that before the uh before the lives from now on or whenever I feel bad about myself or something like that it'll make me feel great you know I actually uh I I pointed that one-on-one give it a lot of prayer actually and I prayed Lord even if I lose this one on one game probably have one last good shot and I was able to like that's great so very cool Kaylee Davis okay sure yeah if you want to if you want to go live the story would certainly prove it you know if people to join here she is hey guys I can't hear you maybe my volume's turned down hold on yeah hold on I can't hear you either your boots is turned on or your mute's on can you hear us yeah I can hear you now what's up here we are David wow very pretty this is Kaylee Davis this is Haley cross this is Maddie Butler hi you guys have a testimony from camp or something you're just saying hi or oh she had something okay what do you have to say wasting your time okay that was fun all right now we got a lot of people um I'm gonna go ahead and just pray because it's the beginning of the uh of the thing here all right Great Southern father thank you for um in the live another night hope this live to go well Lord and Beth is sweet to our testimonies um and with everybody here yourself would be an awesome time we ask again the Lord Jesus Christ amen God bless you what's up Pablo welcome to the live hi everybody um so we have uh testimonies tonight from twt so it should be great Lord nine um it was basically tied between eight o'clock and nine o'clock so I decided to do 8 30 for the line let's have Hayley cross welcome to the live again I don't know what that was but hi so if anybody has a testimony from a twt please let me know so they can join um let's see who all is here actually I can check Eli if you want to join you can could be cool um I guess we're still waiting on Lilly champion and others what's up Brianna weeks welcome to the live good to have you here so if anybody has testimony from Camp feel free to join [Music] here what's up emulahu how do you pronounce that Emma Lou Who I have no idea let's play some tennis with Dad and Thomas and one of dad's old friends so super fun I'm gonna find that one's Lily and champions go join the live I say how old am I I'm 22. I'll be 23 October 24th what's up Sharon how's it going welcome to the live crazy what's up man how's it going I share I know Lillian Symphony has to have a testimonial yeah yo what's up I I yeah I should probably does I just texted her where she was um so we shall see Anna Kinser welcome live yeah if anybody I should just put this as the pain in the comment dang you look 122. oh bro just just wait until I do until I do a clean shaving I look even younger uh this is a twt testimony live you're watching from your bike Sharon uh please be careful if you have a testimony from twt please let this please let me know okay you're watching this in cycling oh well be careful all right okay welcome to live everybody if anybody has lived let me know you're everybody's on their bike apparently I'm in my room what's up Harmony Thomas welcome to life let me know um I went back with Steph and say very cool okay let me just lowered this actually very good what's up Elena welcome to live all right so my testimony from twt um Lillian still hasn't responded so I'll just go ahead everyone everyone can go ahead and uh enjoy later I'll probably tell about the cool testimony or the cool thing to happen today with my mom at a later point but my testimony for twt so going and I'm doing this or Sam has testimony Isaac who is Isaac hold on I don't know who you are Isaac sorry Isaac you want to tell testimony from uh from camp I think Salem has testimony okay Salem if you want to join I remember praying for you Salem at the altar I'm sure you have a cool testimony um actually tell when I when I went over and prayed for you I had like a big wave of emotions come over me so you were really getting in there with God you have Justin Republic from uh to twt if you have one from twt Camp 2023 then yeah request to join you can join if you'd like Pablo Fabio Sip and Camp you want to join Pablo you guys that'll be fast God gave me my legs back oh okay cool Pablo it's great I'm gonna need a little contacts here that's great though Pablo if you're not being sincere I'm gonna take you kick you off because this is supposed to be a testimony live not a uh not a mocking line Pablo you're gone yeah guys this is a sincere a uh sincere thing I had no idea who Pablo actually is um I'm moving on what's up man says testimony DWT testimonies anything like that let me know we'll have you join or tell so I'll go through um the background my testimonial people think I always have everybody else go first but um I'll just go ahead and with mine going into twt uh of course we had the the lives that I'm doing and uh around the first day at twt I got a text from a trust a friend of mine that apparently there was a group chat in Arizona dedicated to making fun of and mocking me and um I say that I don't care but I'm a human being and I'll be honest it really hurt because uh as much as I enjoy people wanting to join talk and everything like that it still hurt a lot um so yeah Nathaniel uh if anybody has a testimony just let me know they can join so I had that so whenever I'd have people come up to me and say hello I know they like their lives or whatever else I was unsure of whether they were um meaning that they loved them for real or they were mocking me or they're gonna go make fun of me or whatever else so it was hard on me like by God's grace I have uh a different outlook on life and I genuinely mean that if this would help one Soul get closer to God and everyone else hated me socially I would continue to do it um but still it would hurt socially of course uh but it was harder than me because I don't know when people would look at me and smile I don't know if they're mocking me or if they're sincere so went into the services went through them prayed for people things like that and people started encouraging me throughout Camp by God's grace which was really nice and uh you know just funny you know that I genuinely am trying to create something that's fun for everybody and good and something that is a use uh an edifying use of our time rather than what the world has to offer because brother Brandon said the best the worst a Christian could get outweighs the best the world could give so I uh it was it was hard on me so I just went along went along with everything and uh in the last service I won't let her send a request they'll have Senator okay I will um put Mariah Mariah hold on what's up Josh welcome to live Ryan's a testimony okay I'll put that in the I'll put that on my notes and have her join once I'm done with mine here so yeah going into Camp not knowing people are being or being nice to me because they want to mock me or make fun of me or if they're actually sincere it was it was hard on me genuinely do mean that it's not it doesn't matter to me the social part if people don't like me but still it hurts I'm a human being it hurts um so an end of the last service and one of the things that the devil puts over on me as a uh in insecurity is at these camps where it is strange for someone like a younger kid to want to help out with the rest of the older preachers because it's just really strange and when they said over the pulpit you know uh we just want the uh the seasoned and the experience the uh seasoned and proven ministers to help out in prayer line I uh it became almost a complex in my mind like what's going to happen because at my church I do all that I can or I do my best and the only preacher besides my dad my pastor at the church and I have a hard time shutting off in service to uh you know dance in the spirit or whatever else because my brain's still worried about operational things look at the live stops working or something like that so I was I was uh I was worshiping god with everyone else from Brother Andrew Spencer was singing the choir song and uh I was just worshiping God and then I had a thought in my mind oh wait I'm free I'm a son of God this doesn't actually matter steps to the right the steps of a good man are ordered of the Lord God will show me what he wants I don't actually have to worry about this and so then I typed if anyone saw me at camp taking up my phone and typing up on it I was typing up sermon thoughts so that typed up I'm free it doesn't matter because I'm free and that club I found as soon as I locked my phone to the back of my pocket I started dancing in the spirit I believe I got scragged for about let's say five to ten seconds sister Lillian Champion side you can be able to see it on the recording of the service but just lost control just for about five to ten seconds it was really cool part of my life I loved it and you know I'd be worrying beforehand like am I in beat am I in two am I doing the right the technical movements because I mean positions but in that moment I didn't care which is really neat then I said I I don't have to worry about whether or not they're not going to want me to help in the prayer line because God's Gonna lead me what I want what he wants me to do and then going through the preaching from another interest Spencer I felt like I need to go to the prayer line to get delivered of some things and so when I went up to the prayer line now keep in mind I have never spoken to brother Andrew Spencer in my entire life I don't think I've ever shook his I think I shook his hand a couple times I God bless your brother and brother Andrew Spencer when I got to the front of this prayer line I've been doing these lives guys because I feel led of almighty God I haven't people close to me and people everyone else tell me hey David you should stop you need to stop doing these you're embarrassing yourself people are making fun of you all the different things and that's why you should stop us because people are making fun of you but I feel led to do what I'm doing blood of almighty God and if God's leading me to something I'm not going to stop because people don't like her people will take what I'm saying and try to use it against me so you know the first I looked at brother Andrew Spencer in the eyes and the first thing he said to me was let them make fun it's all right and then I went to the prayer line he's never talked to me in his entire life they just looked at me and said let them make fun it's all right then I went to the prayer line felt little to no motion and then I realized something maybe at my church I I do it is my position I do have to worry about the uh song leading and the musicians and the uh live or the just different things to make sure everything works but there I didn't have to worry there's a lot of very qualified ministers already doing the line and I can just go on a little corner and pray and then I got before God and I broke down crying crying to God like I haven't since um since I received the Holy Ghost at Louisiana Camp when I was 13. and in that moment praying I don't know how long it was but I prayed for those that mock and make fun of me I pray for their souls and I prayed for uh all those that are backsliding did I know and I prayed for my future wife that God prepared her and the God would make me into the man I need to be for her and I prayed for all those things and then when I got up I was you know of course snotty and crying a lot and I just felt a great peace we hear things so so much but free don't have to worry and if God is leading me to do um to do something I don't need to worry what man will if God I think he said scripture says I will not worry what man shall do unto me and people have told me like oh you're putting yourself in the place of God no I'm not I'm just doing this I feel led here guys it was not uh socially pleasing to me to mess up and be mean to Kate and Eli on the live and then say it was wrong and make it and someone said after the live that I came off as insincere my apology and that I was avoiding it so I was like okay fine let me do a 10 minute video apologizing again but I believe that God is leading me to do this and God doesn't change his mind it is nice to have people wanting to watch and enjoying it but um you know the differences you operate the gift and yeah I really enjoy having you guys here with me my brother Andrew Spencer in the beginning of Life he looked at me and said let them make fun it's all right so that's what I'm going to do you know what I told my friend my close friend of mine when he told me that uh that people had made a group chat in Arizona just making fun of me and mocking me you know what I said I was like you know what uh statistically is going to happen but you know I don't really care because you know what they're doing in the live making fun telling jokes whatever else but you know what they're not doing saying oh guys we really need to pray and get in the spirit before God David is doing what is wrong we really need to uh we really need to do what God wants us no they're not they're just not they're not uh they're not there to be it's not a spiritual thing it's another fun thing for them to do and it just meant so much to me I broke through with God prayed to him like I never had before and said I I learned it I didn't actually have to worry about um about what was going on I didn't have to worry about the operations of uh helping out the preachers like that in that moment and then I uh and then I um apparently right now there is a uh there's a testimony service already going on four twt right now didn't even know that I texted brother Nathan earlier about it um but such a Spencer welcome to the life um I did not know but they had a live service for the same thing that I'm doing at the same time here I didn't know that so yeah um what do you best thing I should do you guys want to go ahead through here or do you want to watch their that's my service here with me or how do you ever do that I'm not sure I'm not exactly sure how to how to do it I'm not exactly I wouldn't I wouldn't have done the live at this time if I knew they were having a um a testimony service away but that's fine I guess um very cool that's my testimony from twt um what's up Laura Larkin welcome to the live Felix press hello okay oh yeah what do you guys want to do want to watch the twt Youth Camp testimonies live or what victory service not sure which is really good though a lot I said it and it was very very good look that's Grace um Mariah you said you had a Mariah had a testimony so if someone else has a a testimony please let me know and we'll have to join the live and tell it or if anybody has any uh questions or anything like that that would work too I believe okay we'll people here no I don't Nathaniel cross so wonderful okay that's fine I guess we'll just stay here and continue that will be that survey what's up animal sister is it Adeline I think welcome to the live I just told my testimony for twt uh the Highlight was um when someone told me at the first day of camp that people were making fun of me coming back on a group chat and um that hurt like I'm I'm socially confident enough to not to not care but still it hurts um and then the first thing brother Andrew Spencer said to me when I was going to the prayer line at the beginning is he just looked me right in the eye and he said let them make fun it's all right and that's all I said then I went to the line pretty neat so you guys testimonies thoughts comments concerns if anybody has a testimony please please join or request to join what's upon yance although okay well somebody has testimony I'll go through what happened today with uh my mom okay so today that's awesome well thank you yeah by God's grace it's pretty neat because I feel a lot of God to do what I'm doing with these so I'm not going to stop um I do agree to change the format but not to stop um I uh I don't operate or not operate on what God's leading me to do based on the social things that it'll do or not do for me or against me um so today my mom got her phone stolen and uh so she tells me like when I'm supposed I was just I was supposed to I just about to join a meeting for work the only meeting for work I had the whole day and she came in and said David I think someone stole my phone and I was like really mom loses her phone all the time and uh so I said okay have you tried calling saying no well I tried calling it and someone answered saying this isn't your mom's phone this is my fiance's phone what are you calling for and I said okay maybe I'm gonna throw a number so I dialed it manually again and um and uh see if I dialed you four two three three the whole number and they answered again and I was like you know this is my mom's phone number man you stole my mom's phones like no I didn't I don't want you talking to me like that that's terrible you can't talk to me like that I didn't steal your mom phone this is my fiance's phone don't call me again and I got really mad in that moment and I said I was like you stole my Mom's phone I will find you and I will get my mom's phone back and I hung up on him and when I got my own got her phone she bought it from me I um I set up my phone number as the recovery phone number so I was able to reset the password to get into the find my and they were able to file the police report Thomas and Mom did and Joshua helped me reset the password because he has an iPhone and I don't and we're able to reset the password and then track down the phone to find my iPhone and uh tell the police exactly where it was and then magically when they went over to the Save-A-Lot where it was the uh someone said oh someone we found this phone the first part was probably the person that stole it said they found the phone and just gave it gave it back to the place otherwise you're probably gonna press charges but anyway we got it back by God's grace told my wolf just like you stole my Mom's phone I will find you and I will give my mom's phone back I guess guys I set up my phone's the recovery phone so that I could set up the find my and find it what's up with the Boaz welcome to the live so yeah we're going on this phone back stayed by God's grace that's the picture you guys saw on the uh story was us getting my mom's phone back so yeah very fun say uh so so here guys welcome to live does anybody have any testimonies from JWT camp at all for the bonus because I think about the Boris is my uh yeah you are my dorm leader or not don't let her devotions leader when he used to treat 2022 it was awesome it was pretty cool who knows what will happen this year if we need to treat uh let's see I have some questions people submitted that I can go through here um someone said they were hype for this Live Well cool glad you're enjoying it and uh someone also said they said they didn't get to go TWC this year sadly but they will be going for sure next year they watch the Saturday night service and we're crying because the Lord just came down and touched them so that's awesome it was a great service it was it was really good and yeah so you guys any any questions thoughts comments concerns testimonies not as many people as I thought we're gonna join join but hey that's fine I don't do this for the amount of people at all what's up William how's it going welcome to live do you have a testimony from twt if you do please join and tell it because tw2 is awesome anybody at all I guess not all right here's something to do guys I'm going to post this because this is just this is mostly about me because no one can afford into their testimony and once the twt camp uh testimony service is done I will start another live that's what I will do unless you guys have other questions you want me to answer or something like that sound good for you guys you want to do it differently whatever I'm open to uh feedback because really the con because I could look up a Content a subject can just talk about it but a lot of this is based on engagement um necessarily intended to be a testament I think um so let me see is that live still going to check all right it's still going all right here's what I'm gonna do guys I'm going to stop this live and then I'm going to continue once the twt Youth Camp testimony service is done because I'm not getting a whole lot of uh yo don't leave just put the live here here I want it here instead of just watching it from there okay all right sure let me set it up all right Cheyenne bent down my yard said it's George you told me to tell you that it's yours and I just screened out that I want it without a doubt that I had gotten honest I know I had not read the word to anyone about my confirmation like Cheyenne had no idea and for her the Lord just to use her like that I talked to her after just to let her know but I just want to thank the word for that [Music] um I didn't plan on getting up here but I know the examples for the Youth and a lot of times as parents you know you're busy watching your kids or you're running around and my weekend my boys ended up as three boys and they end up being very wild and I think I may be very ten percent of some of the services you know just being in and out and you know how there's a parent and um so I just I didn't go to Camp um with you know a major need on my heart or anything I just I wanted a closer walk with the Lord and um just to be in his presence and I felt like I was just I never thought you know that chance to be there and um Saturday night I took the kids back to the camping in church and the other ones and they all got an awesome Victory and I I was just so thankful for that and uh in the camper you know singing and just praising the Lord myself Sunday morning I uh and um I was there by myself with the kids and they were just being like so wild before church and I was like Lord like I'm just gonna go home like I'm done like I I can't do anymore and I'm just I'm gonna get in the car and I'm gonna go home and I'm not gonna go into church and like just like it was just so on my heart like no like you need to stay you know you've made it this far just make it a little longer so um I stayed and my dad took Wilco for me and I was just sitting in my seat it was before church started and the songs you guys were just playing up there and they were the exact phones that I was singing in the camper the night before before and so I just had to search streaming on my face because I just feel the presence of the Lord and just you know but he cares and um but it pretends the message was just so amazing that morning and so encouraging and you know I just was just thinking about all the victories that had happened and all the things I had seen in my family and my friends take place and so um during the songs I just I just let go and I was just thanking the lord for it and he gave me my victory dance that morning and I got to be up with the youth okay thank him as well so even if you know you feel like you're not able to be a part or not be in or you know you're out with your kids the Lord will give you a double portion and he gives you your blessings well all right guys so we're gonna finish we're gonna watch this with everybody until it's done and then because a lot of people I can see on they usually join the lives and once it's done then we'll uh we'll continue uh less than 400 of those were young people so if there's one thing we know Youth Camp is not just for the Young man you boys go ahead um is that the horse swing and you got water in behind us she hit his head and got water in behind his eardrum on a couple days after that Elijah got the car wreck right um I've gotten a car wreck and then um and right after that Nathaniel was sick Monday morning all through Wednesday the first Wednesday I then woke up just fine quickly healed on Thursday mornings and the devil was just really trying to ruin the camp and I can fill it well all the services were amazing and Sunday morning I was really sick to my stomach I couldn't focus and I went to sister Lily and she gave me something that wasn't helping and I had I went up there and I was looking at Uncle Jonathan I was going to go up there and get him he was on the platform they didn't make a fool of myself so I was like you know what I just the devil just kept on saying you're gonna make it full of yourself and I was just like and I I don't know how long it was a little bit after that Uncle Jonathan got up and went into the back office I don't know what he was doing but I ran around in the back and opened up the door and I caught him just as he was born back into service and I asked him to pray for me and I took three steps or three steps off to the back five or I took but all three steps and I was completely healing as soon as I took my last step so it was amazing well that night at the McDonald's uh the devil will attack me again and I was like and that night I was laying in bed and I was so sick and I was like you know what Satan I've already got my victory on hills and I was completely healed there Hallelujah whack him again uh I think it was the second morning of camp and I was praying for the Holy Ghost and uh on the second day I was at the altar and my dad prayed for me and he asked me what he prayed for and I told him the Holy Ghost and that's what I got [Applause] um on Saturday night I think on the at the prayer line um I asked the Lord if I could get a refilling of the Holy Ghost and when I got out of the prayer line I was talking to him and that's when I got the refilling of the Holy Ghost [Laughter] so before Camp I knew that I was dealing with Spirits so I've been dealing with these Spirits for like four to five years and every single camp that I would go to I'll go through the prayer lines get prayer and I'll give the victory but only for like three to six months so I came into camp and I'm like I know this is the game I'm gonna get the victory so then Saturday night when I think it was brother Andrew Spencer was preaching and then before we started the prayer line he said you gotta hate that Spirit yeah and coming out the prayer line hating that spirit and it'll be delivered yeah so I came in hating it and I'm like it's gone it's all gone yeah so for about a year I had been dealing with an addiction to my phone I just couldn't get over it and God delivered me on Saturday yeah a lot of you you're now I've been in a pornography in about two weeks before Camp my dad prayed through with me uh while we're doing chores and so I went to Camp expecting that go through the rest of the way and get a total deliverance and Thursday night whether Tim was talking about uh God's light coming down on our lives and erasing all those pictures that saved me gotten of us when they'd Fallen I'm just claiming that yeah sister Kayla so I didn't know I had a testimony and so I was sitting here listening to everyone else's um I Was Daryl camp and was for there for all the services and went through the prayer line and the entire Camp I didn't feel like I felt anything I didn't feel like I felt a victory or not or anything like that I didn't go through with like a specific expectation I had a few things on my heart but while I was sitting here listening to the testimonies uh the learner reminded me of something that he had revealed to me uh on Saturday night while I was listening to service and a spirit that is a familial spirit in my family that was passed down to me and I believe that the Lord killed me of it and it's obviously been I've been I'm 23 years old I've been dealing with it my whole life and didn't even know what it was called I didn't know what why and [Laughter] then all right I think the dorm leaders but I forgot to thank our night guards for the Johnny and sister Caitlyn they're so faithful and just uh just a staple of the camp keep things orderly after night and we really appreciate the night guards and they go without sleep so a couple days before Camp I had wrote a few things that were heavy on my heart every single service that I will come down is such a special and personal way and answer one of my needs by the time Camp was over everything on my list had been answered Thursday night before church I read Isaiah 55 11-13 so shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth it shall not return unto me void but it shall accomplish that which I please and it shall prosper in the thing or to our senate for ye shall go out with joy and be led forth with peace the mountains in the Hills shall Break Forth before you into singing and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands instead of this orange she'll come up to fir tree and instead of the brighter shall come next come up to Myrtle tree and it shall be to the Lord for a name for an everlasting sign that shall not be cut off those scriptures were fulfilled by the time Camp was over those giants that had been tormenting me are destroyed Saturday night was Unforgettable before church I had prayed about something that's bothered me for a few years and the devil would bring it up at random times and usually it was when my spiritual life was really good and it would make me so incredibly anxious when brother Andrew said that the scripture that was written for Judas is not for me and to flip the page I felt something laid right there that spirit is completely gone as I was nearing the prayer line every step I would take I was stomping on that stupid devil that was tormenting me and my family the anointing was so strong I've never felt his presence like that before I went through the prayer line and the Lord delivered me of everything the devil had been bothering me with I've taken my Mountain I've stepped on the neck of those Devils that were tormenting me my mind and my family I know beyond a shadow of a doubt I left can't completely set free delivered refilled and overflowing and with the Holy Ghost I now have true Liberty with my praise and worship I have so much joy and peace I know God loves me I know I'm going in the Rapture I know I was always God's I know God's pleased with me I know God's always been with me and she will never leave me I know he loves it when I worship him I know he makes Satan nervous until tremble I know beyond this shadow of a doubt that I'm stored in him forever and nothing can or ever will take that from me my joy has been restored I have my peace back I have my sound mind I have my Liberty and I have so much Freedom fear nervousness anxiety depression a couple complexes I had cancer Satan everything is under my feet so why should I worry when Jenna has come calling my name Satan got defeated destroyed drug around whipped tormented stomped and danced all over by a sister wearing a skirt I get so much joy when I think about what he's done for me [Laughter] um Saturday night I was just sitting there before the prayer line just uh praying to myself I just I knew there was there was something in my spirit that just wasn't right I didn't quite know what it was but I knew I know the god that we served so I just kind of sat there at my seat just praying to God and I knew that you know he could take whatever it was and when I went through the prayer line um brother Matt and Isaac Hatfield both at the same time they just they laid their hands on me and I just remember them just praying over me that all these complexes would leave and it just there's so much that happened because I didn't even realize that was what was what was holding me and using a light switch just like this unreal just lifting I don't even know how to explain it but it was just it was all gone right then and there and uh I got back to my seat and after Chloe got got back to her seat after a while I just began to tell her you know what Lord did for me and it was just this unreal just presence just moving and just when it seemed like you know I was kind of coming back to reality I guess and brother Isaac and Noah Flory came by and then begin to tell them and then it was just another movie and it was just it was so powerful and then once again I kind of just started coming too and I was like man I really want to tell brother Matt what happened and I was just passed out on my chair with my head lifted up and as soon as I opened my eyes the brother Matt just came out of nowhere and he just laid his hands on me and then just now they're just Supernatural movie it was just it was something that I I cannot even fathom to explain how wonderful it was and that presence it was just so real I I honestly it didn't get any stronger or any less than till about four in the morning that night I was just I've never been able to just leave church and just feel that same presence as it just went to the snack bar to get some food and go and do devotions in my dorm and just sitting there in bed and I know like Nathan said the dorm leaders we're tired and I knew I knew I was tired and I was sitting there in bed like why can't I go to sleep and it was just this unreal peace and joy that God just gave me and I I just I thank God because I'm I'm still resting in that joy and that peace on saying anything but I know there's no testimony too small I don't think mine's really small at all um for a while I was in and then battling nervousness and uh so many things would bother me in other people's um problems and just little things here and there and I'll just start shaking all over I didn't even realize that I just thought that that was me I just thought that was a part of me you know and um leading up to Camp it was oh Wednesday I I was I was trying to pack and get ready for camp and everything and I just couldn't get my thoughts together I was just a nervous wreck and um I I I realized that it was the devil it was the devil trying to make me nervous and not be able to look forward to Camp uh because being around a lot of people it would make me nervous and um so I uh I get to camp and all all day uh Friday I I was just dealing with that nervous feeling of the same thing that I was dealing with the whole week before and I I went to Mariah that's Mariah Cavanaugh's room I just I was just like I just need to go sit down by myself I I can't deal with all these people I just need to go sit and I was just so nervous and um so Saturday the prayer line started and I was like I don't have anything to go out for you know I'm fine and you know just everything's at the Devil chest to tell you and um so I get in their prayer line and um this isn't actually me um it's the devil trying to keep me from being that it's supposed to be and uh and leading up to everything I was I was trying to figure out well I needed to be for the Lord and use um just I just wanted to be in in used by him and I just wanted to let go and be free and just just whatever he needed me to be just let me be that and I really I realized that I couldn't be that if I didn't let go of of this nervous feeling that was keeping me back from so many things from being around people and having Joy so I I I I went through the the pressure line and uh one brother on one side of me I don't know who it was but he said you haven't always been like this and the other brother on the other side said you don't have to fear anything and that's whenever I got my picture come on after camp and everything I was feeling a lot better and you know how the devil's like oh that only lasts for a day or it'll be back or you know something like that and uh me and Levi were talking and something came up where it would have that subject would have made me nervous and I'd look over at him he looks at me and he's like you're okay and I was like yep so the Lord healed me and he's under my feet is that baby JoJo back there Anna sir hold that baby up that's a can't testimony amen hallelujah anyone else around here there you go buddy foreign [Music] being able to make it to Camp was pretty much a miracle I should have been like in a hospital but this morning so I kind of went to camp and I'm like okay I'm like I'm gonna get something special but I'm like man I don't know what it is so I'm like and I knew sister fleece told us you know write down stuff so I had like things and I'm like okay I want to have experience like I've never had before like no God in a different way so that was like kind of my my first thing on uh so I'm like okay I want to know that in a different way so I went to camp first night I went up and I'm like I cleared everything out of the way made sure I was like ready for it and um so I mean and um then the second night we were like after whether uh Ron like call everybody from the stage of stuff I mean like you felt the power of God I went back to my seat and I was like almost like hit a brick wall like really and I'm just like so I want to prepare and I'm like well God I'm like you know my heart so I went on nothing they uh some brothers praising me and I'm like it was nothing what I was like thinking at all and I'm like oh my God I'm like did you get something wrong and he's like he's like he's like no just wait and out of nowhere Here Comes brother Matt and he just sticks his hands on me and he literally praised everything I was thinking about just like right there and so I'm like oh okay so I was like I mean I was happy and then the prayer line became and uh brother Andrew he told us he's like get your Victory through the word he's like when the uh preachers leave and anointingly she's like they're still out there victory to do the work so I'm like okay so I'm like I'm taking my victory through the words and then I want uh through the prayer line and sell absolutely nothing and I was like what I'm like I'm supposed to get something so I'm like so I sat there and prayed for like I don't know how long then somebody came and they're like all I can remember is like it's not in vain so I was like okay so I'm like all I can do at this point is so I went back to the dorm and I'm like I'm going to uh stop I'm like I can just praise God for it ahead of time so Sunday I didn't hold back at all I just got loosed and trying to just felt as free as I could feel and then um I have to go post Camp to get the full testimony so I was um I called a buddy that I like never call like ever like I never called and I just called him up and I'm like hey are you busy and we are just having a normal conversation and we were about to hang up and um neither of us hung up and we're like okay so then we like start on a different conversation and it uh turned totally wrong and uh we we end up getting our testimonies to each other and uh we just felt like the Lord just come in in the conversation it was it was a supernatural thing [Laughter] so I didn't go to Camp uh if anything in particular but that didn't mean that I wasn't ready to get something so uh it's funny I told my I was thinking you know being in the atmosphere makes you hungry for something so after Thursday night service time uh I was walking back from something and it I was keenly aware that I had been carrying around with condemnation in my heart and I'd wake up in the mornings and just felt this weight it was like hard to do life you know you're just like you wake up like I don't really want to get moving right now because it was just it was pressing down on me and I had been putting up with it so I don't even know how long I mean he was here so I thought well that's something to get rid of let's so uh it's a lot of liability uh so uh you know and I didn't necessarily I I went up and brother Ron had everybody come to the front just sincerely and nothing in particular happened um but uh the next morning I was talking about a man in the car and just kind of showing some things with him and he encouraged me like you've got to stop me brother like you gotta do some battle here and it really lifted that weight off me and I realized okay I've just gotta do some Warfare right now well it's Saturday night I Natalie asked me to go through storyline went there and I'm a good husband so I did and uh we were walking over the prayer line and I thought well I'm going up you know let's let's get something out of this right uh and I I had been diagnosed with Hashimoto's disease earlier this year uh and I've never been prayed for for that and so I thought all right I'll I'll receive my healing here and uh I just I God gave me just a simple Faith like I'm gonna go through the prayer line I'm going to obey the word and I'm going to be healed and it's that simple and so uh and usually I don't make things simple so that's a marathon of itself so uh I I went to the prayer line and they started praying for me for for fear and then brother Matt just grabbed me and start praying fervently for me and and prayed along the lines of what had been in my heart that you know the devil's been beating me down and I needed to to rise up and do battle and just praying that I'd give the strength to do that and uh so after he was done praying my pastor was in the line he said Nathan that was the word of the Lord to you if you'll take it and uh I appreciate him saying that because carnally Iman said well I talked to brother Matt this morning he knew exactly what to pray for me but it was the spirit of God it wasn't a man praying uh so in my heart it was it was something that I took very sincerely and I meditated on after the service and I think I'm past happy birthday uh so so Sunday morning uh brother Timothy Pruitt was was preaching along the lines of brother Andrew Spencer the night before that hey our Victory is in the word of God and I you know I'm kind of gotta I've got a nervous spirit that I've had to battle in my life and many times what Nathan was talking about in the youth service I feel this pressure like man I gotta go do backflips or something to get something out of this service or go get prayed for him when he was talking and and preaching about getting Victory from the Ward I was thinking about a spirit that I'd been dealing with had been influencing my life and I thought well maybe I would go up and get prayed for and then something in my heart just said you know what he's said that he came instead of Liberty those that are bound and I said I'm just going to take that right here in my seat and since then it's been it's been Victory because I took it by the word so I thank the Lord I he used those services to put a grit in my heart and now I just keep telling the devil the truth and smacking him again and smacking him again and I'm seeing the Victory and I'll just throwing a bonus here it was Wednesday night we were having our testimony service and at the end of the service the Lord was just moving and and there was something in my heart that was Heavy still it's like there's still something the Lord wants to do in my heart and uh and so I just I started praying and I was like man I feel like I just need to break loose and and so I've started praying and I said Lord I believe you got something for me and rather than procrastinate he said Lord I'm going to get it tonight and that was and I just started praying that and all of a sudden I was dancing down the center aisle and uh and as that burden was just off it was like the Lord was just calling me to read just a a fresh Birth really a fresh baxton isn't the Holy Ghost and uh so that was a nice little bonus so I'm just thankful for the Lord he's my deliverer my healer and I'm so free by his grace and by his word praise God praise God anyone else and Chris since it's not just for you praise the Lord so um I just really appreciated what brother Andrew had said about um just tonight and that service would be you would go deeper in the Holy Ghost than you've ever experienced before and right along the lines of what the Mason Merit was saying that here and I got to the front of the prayer line there I just um and I'm not one to do this and I'm ashamed I should be but I just put that word in my mouth and I was like Lord that word is for me and my family if that word is for me and tonight we're going to go deeper in the Holy Ghost than we've ever been that's for me that's for my wife and I was just you know putting that word in my mouth like that's for us and God really came down in a special way and blessed us and waited hasn't ever done before and then we're deeply in the Lord that we've ever been and and um I've battled for a long time with just an inferiority complex feeling not good enough like you know and feeling like you know like no one loves me or no one cares and honestly it goes deeper than the whole like low wisd me you know it's when the devil's on your shoulder making you feel like no one loves you and you know better but the devil is there you know and um I went through the prayer line and brother Wayne said God deliver him from all those complexes and help him know that we loved him and he has a family here and that was just so powerful for me and I'm so thankful anyway I know I'm not youth either but um Saturday I was excuse me I was sitting there praying and I have been damning my husband's been gone two and a half years almost and I didn't know if his family still love who you're cured about me that was good on it for a long time and I wasn't even sitting there for again I said Lord I don't know why the devil is hitting me so hard and I so I looked sober and I saw my nephew brother Brian and I said the devil said he doesn't love you I said well we're going to see about that devil so I went over to him and I I said Brian I love you and this is and fancy I love you too and I always will so that was the favorite answer [Applause] ideas Zoe [Music] [Music] I actually have to uh when I did in chair of our church last night but I didn't realize until after camp that it had happened um before Camp I had really lost my joy and peace that I hadn't had probably since I was a teenager and after Campground was that both of those had been restored to me and I'm so grateful for that thank you since it's probably going to be finishing up the testimonies this is appropriate this is actually from the after party um but we had planned to feed 500 people and about halfway through the day we realized we did not have enough food um so I prayed specifically that it would multiply enough that we could feed everybody but not that we would be eating it for three months and uh we had two pounds of meat left over after feeding about 650 people [Music] well three years ago at the first tour of Camp I went to the prayer line and I tore my achilles the mid acrylic in-house and I got out of the prayer line extremely confused so the Lord had spoke to me and said one of your legs is shorter than the other and from then on I went through surgery recovery all these different things I had hip problems for ever and sciatica after that I didn't have any problems so fast forward to this year uh I didn't go to this island however I was up praying with sister Jennifer Crossman and just praying over her and I stopped praying just listening to music and I thought about you know if I went through the career line I would ask for its deeper walk with the Lord and sister Jennifer she snaps her head up and looked at me and she says what would you go for the prayer line for so I completely collapsed over her because the power of God just fell on my feet and I hadn't danced in 13 years I had a dance especially because my achilles had four and a half three years ago and well Saturday night I danced before the Lords hey man I had another one written here I won't read the whole thing but another sister it tore her ACL and just danced all over that Campground amen with no pain she said still no pain amen praise the Lord Brother Aaron Thompson had one written down and I apologize for the Aaron I won't read the whole thing because of time let him share it himself but Lord put this poem on his heart and I wanted to end up with this just this expression earlier and said if there was someone we should be gone it was me if there was someone doing wrong it was me there was someone who tried and tried it was me there was someone who should have died that was me it was me there was someone who should have ran it was me if there was someone who couldn't understand it was me there was someone who isn't enough it was me there was someone who should have given up it was me me it was someone who should have given up it was me we have died there but guys here's what I'm gonna do um uh I'm going to um temporarily in the live here um and at about I'll say 10 15 I'm going to restart the life so that people from twt can join and those of them that want to be join retailer testimonies can um because I have more because listening to them you know it's just amazing and I have more things that I can go through for my testimony from Camp so I'm gonna put all that together and at 10 15 I will um continue to uh develop it from there so that's probably almost annoying because they probably reached the limit on live recording or something like that so 10 15 I will continue this live