################################################################################ START OF FILE: 2023-08-10 - I failed you - .txt ################################################################################ SERMON DETAILS ======================================== Date: 2023-08-10 Title: I failed you Speaker: Church: What Do You Mean By Type: Short Clip Duration: 10m Language: English URL: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQwlMErMrn4 ======================================== TRANSCRIPT ======================================== what's up guys how's it going so it's 2 31 in the morning just finished packing most of the way just thinking that we listened to the uh the live where I kicked Kate off and all that and uh I felt led to push this I was going to do it live but it's too late and I don't want everybody watching this oh they're supposed to be sleeping because I gotta drive tomorrow whatever else so um I guess I'll just pray first um to gracious Heavenly Father thank you for this day and for all you've given us thank you for leading us the way you want us to go Lord I ask that you speak through me just quick here though before I go to bed speak yourself Lord my voice is insufficient but what I do have I give unto you in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ amen all right guys so the topic or just the theme or just the message that I want to say in this video I talked to somebody that was in the line after live and they said that maybe my apology came across as insincere or not really meaning it or that the energy that I have when I apologize wasn't the same when I was doing whatever so I want to make this video with overarching theme of I failed you I failed all of you I wanted to create this uh these lives as a way for people to discuss things that matter and I lost my cool over something dumb and I shouldn't have it all and I failed you I was wrong now if that causes you to lose all your respect for me and now everyone listen to me again then I'm sorry I want to try to set the example of how we should try to look at message things and I also want to try to set the example of when I was like I really messed up I've got to apologize so I got some quotes here that brother Brandon spoke that I will read and try to comment on and I know the natural progression of what people's thoughts are going to be to where they'll think oh you're just doing this for cloud or you're just doing this to cover yourself or whatever else or you're just doing this because you know you're whatever I'm doing this because I failed you that's the point of this video and I can't go back and change what I did but I did say eventually I was going to fail I'm a human being guys I'm gonna fail eventually and it's just gonna happen I'm not perfect I'm just 22. but I when I try to set the example for stuff I want to try to set the example for what to do when we're wrong um you know you can say whatever you want but this absolutely kills my ego to say this but I try to have almost no ego when it comes to these things because they're important the details of Lauren Daigle and everything else the details don't matter what happens is I lost my cool and I failed you I did not show at all what the example of a moderator or a host of a podcast or live or whatever or a minister or a friend or whatever it's supposed to do I failed and uh brother Branham said and things that are to be then the sanctifying power of God cleansed all the habits out of your life you used to smoke drink do things that wasn't right tell lies everything then the sanctifying power of the blood of Jesus Christ comes into your life and takes all the things away from you if you happen to say some things if you happen to say something's not wrong quickly say wait a minute pardon me I didn't mean to say it like that see the devil got a trap sitting there but you got Grace to come back if you're a real Christian and say I was wrong yes for the Bible said the power of transformation now we're not perfect people we make our mistakes we do things that's wrong but you see love covers all of that we're willing when we see our mistakes to come back and apologize to one another yeah that's that's Warriors that's that's really men and women that's Gallant any man can go out to the battlefield that's got nervous enough to walk out there but when he gets knocked down then get up and try it again see there used to be a song that a young man a young woman used to sing in the church if I fall or if I fail see if I fall or if I I forget how it goes let me rise and try again but the brainer said in this God ever change his mind about his word 65. how many here knows brother Ben how many believes him to be God's servant worthy of this blessing that we'll ask of God for him see he's not a stranger he has been with us for years and years I know him as a man of humility he is like me he makes many mistakes we all do that what I like about Brother Band he is willing to crawl on his knees to make it right but I'm sitting calling Jesus on the scene and in there what I do know about him I love to express it with all my heart if I make mistakes you pray for me I'm not invaluable I'm your brother and now I trust that God has done something if he hasn't may he do it yet tonight speak some word or something that will cause you to believe on him so I'm not perfect guys I was wrong and I thought and I'm sorry and I hope that we can like my dad preached tonight offenses must come and then go so yeah I failed sure left the bad taste in everybody's mouth and whatever else but I would hope that people would still want to listen and join because I want to provide a a place where us message kids and people and adults whatever else can come together and talk about the message and talk about the things that no one really talks about because it is controversial but no one really talks about music no one really talks about these things am I saying anyone's wrong or right now it's kind of hard to Define what they mean by wrong I'm saying to pray about it and if you are have been LED this far to receive the Holy Ghost and you feel led and you think listening to Lauren daigle's all right then listen to her I'm not the judge of all that whatever you do as long as you have the Holy Ghost and you feel the light of God and you've prayed about it and you're going the way that you believe God is leading you then go right ahead don't mind a question there and if I'm coming across in any way that is negative I'm sorry I just want to do my best and then when I fail try to rise and try again you know I'm not perfect I'm not infallible I'm just your brother I'm just a 22 year old kid and uh I failed you but I hope that this will get us back to where we need to be so that we can continue doing this I'm not going to stop no way I don't care if even I've told my some of my people that uh some of the people that people told me I shouldn't do these if I fail or I get trapped or embarrassed or whatever else and every single person in the whole message things thinks I'm just the worst guy ever but one person was encouraged and their mind was put in a place where it needed to be in order to hear something from their Pastor to receive the Holy Ghost it's all worth it so when I say oh I don't care what I mean is is that do I care so I'm sure but I care more about the result of doing these than the social status that it produces I don't care I care more about the word that is being set forth if it encourages someone and keeps someone out of depression or suicide or feeling bad or puts them in the right mindset to receive a holy ghost or whatever else if it gets you closer to God even just one person out of at this point the thousands that have heard them it's all worth it I would regret nothing and it's an encouragement to me as well to be able to help and to feel closer to you guys because it's not easy being alone outside of my family being alone and being three hours away from any message Believers and I make sure everything works the church every service and I song late and I preach other Sims and it makes it where I appear they can't visit other places so it's nice to have the fellowship and uh as far as what do I want people to think of me like where the BAM said what I like about brother Ben let's say Brother David is when he messes up he's like me he makes many mistakes we all do that what I like about brother say Brother David I guess Brother David he's willing to crawl on this needs to make it right so I'm sorry I failed you but I hope that we can move on from this and that uh that still was a blessing for you God bless you guys see you guys tomorrow twt